Self-esteem

So I have been having some self-esteem issues lately. I know that isn't so strange considering I am a female and can be easily influenced by the things around me. In a way I am fascinated by how my brain works and how I can completely change my mood by the thoughts that I entertain. In my own case, I feel super out of shape (probably because I am) and I simply don't feel good about myself.

In saying this, I am committing myself to try and remedy these thoughts by working on a couple of things. One: I'm going to workout and dance more because I know that being in shape would make me happier with myself. Two: I'm going to work on my relationship with God. What better way to gain self-confidence than to spend time with the One who created me the way I am?

Dancing for this audience of One is not always easy, sometimes I feel unconfident and don't want to be on stage and at other times I just don't have the strength to dance. I hope that focusing on my audience will help me to ignore the undue influences of the world around me. There is only one opinion that matters and to know that opinion I have to spend time with God on a regular basis. Please keep me in your prayers as I work on myself physically and spiritually.